a good day for the garden - cool air and some sun, dry - I fetched and carried, put winter debris in the bin all day I worked there while you were in I thought often of her and how she is not here - my heart is not enough to contain the loss - too many words unsaid, too much unshared at last I went in when the cold came down - good quiet day of body and trying - maybe I won't be long here now and the gates stand open to receive me and my life-worked handsnext poem