thick fog and I can't see the trees - how quiet it is, nothing moves there is no wind, no breeze, all is still in here, lights on, I circle around the heart's ill and listen to the whisper saying I am recovering after years in the mines: of sore hands and sore ears, standing too close to dark people with poison in their veins to be at ease, recovering from sickness out in the world - small wonder I sit with my feet up thinking, ugly oyster pearlednext poem