and in the cold, barely-light hours of day my task is clear before me: tidy everything away and make my steps around the table work, yesterday, a field of red partridges, two birds of prey, endless miles of Scottish hills dusted with snow: beauty busy head of paper and clutter; I envied them a combined extra fifty years of father and mother: how unfair the cards dealt by other hands to other purposes Thor's Day: may my hammer fall true on the anvil of my timenext poem