I hurt. Am scored. Alone I abhor This vacuum. I water my room With salt And pain. Am always Down Head bowed. No matter how High I raise my Eye - Oh God why am I Singled-out For this Agony this Trial. I would howl if I were animal But I have dignity To keep my Head above your Foulness your Denying of my Divinity. Let Me be O let me Be. My father bequeathed Me integrity. Thus will I live Without thee.next poem