I am still and wide-eyed at absence, at silence, there are no words to say in the face of loss I can only stare at it and acknowledge its power to kick the stays of our lives and have us fall down. I am wide-eyed at love that has no power over death, I am still at the heartpain still at the blood in the body circulating. I am silent in the face of her death for it robbed me of my life.next poem