did I put my finger in many waters and did the ripples spread from the centre to the edges and wet the grass? did the water feed the grass as it flowed over the small thin blades, making the difference between life and death? and did my hand touch any skin, make an impression that lasted amid the forceful pull and tug, the jostle of changing winds? did any word that left my mouth and met the eyes of the person opposite go in, press in press home, and rise? did the breath I bore, and the days I treaded, the creaking boards in unison crying my weight, inflate any lung and limb but mine? and did my fingering mind in its probing of small spaces, its easing of facts, its splicing light help any seed to germinate in the dark, and grow?